One night

It's amazing how hard it is to go back to normal after only one single night with one single person. Things were in a certain routine before that night and things go back into that routine after and yet, left behind is a little twitch in your mind convincing you it's not that as it were before. That twitch is telling you that you could have said something or done a different thing to make it better. Or why that person isn't thinking about you as much as you are them. It doesn't make sense to worry and weeze over things that are out of your hands and are in the past. But everyone still does. No matter how hard you wish to go back and change something, you can't.